Telepathy.

Let me start off by saying, I don't know how I really feel about telepathy. Professor X is pretty awesome but Jean kinda scared me.

I had two conversations with two good friends today. They have both been gems in my life, but these conversations got me thinking.

How much should you expect from your friends? What if they just plain don't understand what you are doing through? Or is it that just don't care?

Real life can really suck. And sometimes it just plain hurts. As much as i hate admitting this, people are selfish. People forget to care sometimes. When you find yourself right in the deep of an issue people seem want to hold your hand. But when it comes time to transition into healing it sometimes seems like the caring abruptly stops. It's hard for others to understand when the initial shock has rubbed off you cant just continue on with your day like they are. To have them realize you're still living in the reality of the pain and it's not just another day for you

It's not that they don't care, but people are just dense.

Sometimes the only way to talk is to really just cut to the chase.

No one's hurts go away like pixie dust, cause golly i wish mine did.

Tough times come and go and sometimes they are harder than others. As much as i would like to believe that there are people out there looking out for me 24/7 i know that isnt true. At times i feel like a fail when it comes to being Christian but it's amazing to know that God knows that we are all failures and loves us all the same.

I may be the slowest learner ever. but if He's still patient with me, you've got no worries.